May 24, 2003
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long week of being a truant.. good ol’ times. i stayed home most of this week because i wasn’t feeling good and because i feel fuckin weird. i feel like i need to know the point of my life and it’s sad because it’s not really going anywhere but down the drain.. i don’t feel like anything is important to me now and i don’t really care about things like before. like i don’t care about anything. it’s the wrong way to feel but i can’t help it, it’s like i feel confused about things. i feel like my brain is rotting away to the point where i’m almost nothing and am going to be nothing. it’s fucking depressing. so i’m gonna get my ass up and try to be a better fucking person..! wooooo
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:aghh!:I think u r fuckin hott!!! hit me up on my xanga FINExASSxAZN
awe. dont feel that way. not everyone has everything planned out. dont worry.
hm….looking at ur pics and stuff…camera phone…the way u dress… LoL if i didn’t know any better than i’d SWEAR you’re a hong konger! nokia camera phones are so bulky…aggg…stupid phones now are 65k colour and still not “3G” yet in hk…i can’t wait so many more months
(i’m spoiled heheh)
don’t be so depressed ar…… hm…you’re just barely older than me, didn’t expect that… anyways
what was i saying? um. yeah. find your passion in life. or a hobby that you can develop. i have no idea why, but it really helped my depressing mood swinging pms-like feelings a while ago. oh, and buy a plant of aloe vera. it’s oddly relaxing to take care of a plant hehe…and you can use the gel from the leaves!
laterz :eye:
Funny… I feel the same way too… I hope you cheer up dear friend…
I decided to check out everyone’s xangas today.
awww…I know how you must feel, heres some advice: YOU decide on what you’re going to let ruin your day and what you’re going to ignore. It’s difficult to ignore things sometimes, but you’ll find that it does help. Dwelling on things is often the very cause of a person’s depression.
So smile and be happy! People think you’re sexy!
the downward spiral to self destruction… celebrate in your social atrophy :smokin: light up a joint!! … chillin’ like a villain…
-r3yn*