sooooo.. well this weekend was alright. went to that kahuku football game and it turned out to be ok. went to see cabin fever, which i thought was shitty at first but i later realized that it wasn’t all that bad. felt really sick and sorta dizzy after that, i think i had like some sorta anxiety, panic attack?? kinda weird.. maybe it was from the movie?.. questions to ponder. but anyway everything’s all G now and i’m sorta functioning better.. oh and yes i have VERY life changing important news, i’m gonna grad this year, hopefully. woot woot    bye now  

..we might go ^ , anyone else?

Kyan: Grooming Guru

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WOOOO i love Queer Eye. i’m gonna be on it someday as the “Queen Diva” of the Fab 5..  or maybe not. But I’m hoping that i get famous so that i can make millions and live my dream.. *sigh* but there is something standing in my way.. high school. *dum dum dum* But anyway, life has been alright.. i’ve been feeling really weird recently, like ive been doing really dorky things and i feel like i’m being judged all the time.. and i actually care about it. i think my self-esteem’s at an all time low and i was thinking about getting prozac or maybe some moke friends.

made this new layout, a little ugly.. but that’s ok.  started school on monday and found out that i’m a junior. i’m gonna grad with the 2005 class instead of 2004 , god dammit. it’s been going ok so far, i have some interesting classes like aquascience and psychology so it’s not all that bad. i dyed my hair this weekend, i bought this orangeish color and didnt like it so i dyed it this redish color and it looks alright now.. i got a new cat too, his name is Sherlock Homie and he’s black and white.

premium is back and it doesn’t have to be renewed until 2025  yay to myke and the other anonymous person. anyway, school’s almost starting *gasp* i haven’t registered yet although i was supposed to. yeah and i’m getting a .com soon cause as you know, this xanga thing is getting kinda vague (but i’ll still have it)..  i’ll probably let you know when it’s up.

no more premium.. what a sad sad world, hopefully some generous person will pay it for me anyway, got my internet up.. finally. so that makes me a happy camper. This summer is quite boring, don’t you think? Jeremy left on his trip on Friday so i really have nothing to do.

gay pride was happenin.. we got to throw condoms and lube at people from the IKON float at the parade. At the pavillion I had some jello shots and mixed drinks and got intoxicated.. it was fun. At night we ended up going to the Fresh Hooker’s party even though it was 18+ for some of us. the guy at the door was so stupid.. he was like, you got I.D.? And we were like, No. Then he was like, well are you guys 18 and over? And we were like yep and walked in. We danced until 4 then went to Galaxy and danced until 6 and stayed up until 12ish. talk about being cracked out. BLEH.

… i am your god.

i wanna hate some people but i end up loving them..  >>

i need a drink, and a repeat of sunday.

my internet is down.

party @ hulas last night was lots of fun, nice seeing all you ol’ distant folk again.

this week is pride week, woo hoo. you all better be at the parade to come watch us march

anyway be back on in like a month or so. love you all.

lovefest was fun, the ataris was ok even though i couldn’t breathe.. it was fun though thanks myke  see you all around sometime