woo ok my house is newly decorated so thats cool.. i still havent been to school since May which is really sad, i just dont feel like going. Summer’s coming up next Monday and i have no clue what im going to do for the next few months. i was thinking about getting a job, i think i will. anyway that’s all that has pretty much been going on.

ok who’s coming with me to love fest and sandra collins????

we got in trouble with the fucking cops last night. tear. sorry to anyone that got in trouble.

long week of being a truant.. good ol’ times. i stayed home most of this week because i wasn’t feeling good and because i feel fuckin weird. i feel like i need to know the point of my life and it’s sad because it’s not really going anywhere but down the drain.. i don’t feel like anything is important to me now and i don’t really care about things like before. like i don’t care about anything. it’s the wrong way to feel but i can’t help it, it’s like i feel confused about things. i feel like my brain is rotting away to the point where i’m almost nothing and am going to be nothing. it’s fucking depressing. so i’m gonna get my ass up and try to be a better fucking person..! wooooo

im such a fool.

new hat, aaron’s belt, hot topic shirt & ross shorts.. WOOO

my camera phone sucks.

this is kinda weird… if you search on google under ‘takuya fuck’ you’ll find my site. how odd.

go and try it fool.

AHHHHHH im fucking PMS’ING!!!!!!!!!!! fuck school. i hate you. and i fucking hate life.

with that out of the way, this weekend was pretty eventfulshitful. went to flesh on friday stayed for afterhours, it was fun i guess. could’ve been better, but what could i ask for? a good fucking night sent by god? apparently not. i got to see Tasha, so that was cool. Saturday was ok, didn’t really do anything during the day but got to see everyone at night. sigh. just like old times. that was cool. i got sick too. tear. ikon tonight, big sigh… so much stuff to do. anyway i love you all.

..just to let you all know, there’s a way to block people from viewing your xanga!!

i’m a really shady person. god that sucks. as do priorities.

new layout  .. and it’s about damn time. i think it throughly represents me, ehhh hmmm mmhmm. I had to perform today as Lord Capulet in Romeo And Juliet and it went ok.. surprised the fuck outta me. i’m pretty bummed, Sum 41 tickets are sold out! argh and i REALLY wanted to go. It was my time to go crowd surfing. sigh.

im fucking bored in class.. like my project?

wow well i haven’t been online for awhile, i’ve been kinda sorta busy these past few weeks or so.. or not. this weekend i voluntered for the volcano party shit. the pool party sucked but it got better at the main thing and afterhours was fun too. hmm *sigh* circuit parties are fun.  let’s see what else.. i’ve been thinking about dropping out of school. it probably won’t happen but i’m thinking that maybe i’d be better off in community college. atleast then i could be slighty motivated. it might be the wrong choice.. but bleh, how sad. on a positive note, my house is semi cleaned and hopefully will be remodeled in the next YEAR or so, or two. and yes, hopefully i’ll be seeing you all around cause i miss all you queers.